always a wibble, wouldn't be me else!

Just a little blog, few things come up as late, not sure if it's hormonal, or possibly emotional as I have become rather attached to Wolfy.
The fact is, I have no control over when it happens, it just does, but there are certain triggers.

I knew I was getting a little bit funny again over the weekend, I was looking forward to my run as much for the fat-burning as much as the exercise. This is me, you know I do that, right?

Sorry, had to stop to giggle at Lulu who has gone insane! Usually happens this time of night!

So, I was having a look through old photos today in a bid to gain inspiration, have been business planning, then I came across a lot of pics from when I was with Matthew and I was astounded as to how lean I was. I am lighter now, but puffy, not lean. I want to be like that again, I want that forehead vein back in my life!

So, with that in my head, but, to be fair it had already started, I have made my plan.

Gym
Mondays after Kickboxing - abs
Tuesdays 7pm chest and triceps
Wednesday after Kickboxing  - abs
Thursday 7pm Legs!
Friday Back and bi's and abs
The weekend will depend on if Wolfy is here or not! If here, little Wolfy run, if not Saturday gym and Sunday run!

This is how I manage it and if I didn't do this I wouldn't eat!

I know Matthew wasn't the best boyfriend in the world (epic understatement) but he did do one thing for me, he swapped my starvation for training and good food! You have to applaud that after so many years.

So, please do not judge me, this is the way I stay insane but healthy! But I need support, support by saying nothing! If I say I'm fat, say nothing, if you say I'm not I shall be the more determined to train hard and get lean!

I was meant to be showering and cooking but shall do that in a bit! This had to come out, you know me..........better out there on t'internet than stuck in my head causing me grief!