a backwards step :(

Hi all
Just a short one for you, a few months ago I went on Radio Devon and spoke of an eating disorder I had form about the age of 11.
At the time I said I may blog it, but just that would be boring, but it's also been a part of my life for a very long time.
After The Forces March I came home and weighed myself and I had lost just over half a stone in weight.
I have to tell you honestly now that I was happy.
For 3 years solid I've been 9.5 stone.
No more.
Since The Forces March I've had eating issues, I am being honest now, that's what I always am! I will never change, but I am struggling!
Hence this blog.
I need my friends and a little support so I can become sane again.

When you have an eating disorder I dont believe it will ever go away, because I lost some weight I got into the old mindset.

Last night I lost the plot, luckily I was with a very understanding friend of mine who was very supportive, but I would like all of you to know, I'm very fragile, completely unconfident and a little scared!!
Please give me as much support as you can and get me to being a proper Debbie again?!

Odd blog, but this is my life! And at least I'm honest about it.

Thanks for reading :)